Hello. I want to start this first post of by saying, I am by no means a writer. You will probably find all kinds of errors here as its been decades since I sat down and attempted to write something that wasn't just a comment on Twitter or a text message that corrects itself. You may find that charming, or not, doesn't really matter to me. I'm just here to tell my story and get this off my chest. I do want to point out I will not use real names on this blog, I am not a victim of anything that happened. I was fully aware of how the situations occurred and made all of these decisions myself. This disclaimer will make sense as we go through this blog. I am a 40-something gay man. As the kids may say I am a homosexual cis male, I think that's how it works, I am still learning all of this new lingo. I am chubby, ok with that, comfortable in my own skin and aware that I will never or have never been the poster boy for the most commonly found attractive men. Again, ...